Nice. Listening now. Perhaps people thought I was not serious about: "I am a conscientious objector to wanking and trolling. My ancestors quarried and carved limestone block for a seminary in Florissant, Missouri. I would like to have the property back. I think it would be a nice idea."
I do think it would be a nice ideal to have the property back. Really. There is property in Vienna Missouri and Westphalia and Brinktown too. A tiny pocket around the Arch area in St. Louis.
People need community to understand better the full nature of false profits and false prophecy. Even understand as to why Susanna and the Elders was removed from the canon.
Oh, forgot to say that the odds are high that the birth of my generational grandfather was at Cahokia. I think it used to be called Illinois, Missouri, at one time. I really like the old Acadian style of architecture. I think we would have called it bousillage since we had the Spanish moss, and wattle and daub.
I called central SSA office. She hung up un me. They had even sent me a letter to call their office if I needed. I did. I swear to god her tone changed when I said I would not have even applied for SSA in 2015 if I had gotten competent medical care in Texas.
I broke up with the abusive provider who never offered me Trauma-Centered Care after being trafficked to them from Arkansas. Trauma Informed Care.
They put someone with cPTSD and hypercusis and tinnitus and misophonia into the Resilience program. I think Texas funnels more money from that program. At one point I looked it up.
Two Federal program funds. Resilience Program and Trauma Informed. The abuse I have received from Louie Gohmert and anything to do with his district is beyond repair.
Jim Stewartson has some of the documentation I sent to, "Yes, I would like to Request a Civil Action".
Do you "Suspect Social Security Fraud?"
Yes, I suspect fraud that affects the public interest. In my case I also suspect gross negligence, conspiratorial malpractice and grievous jurisdictional concerns.
Good, yes, they received it from August 2019. Good sigh.
The Ryan Nichols Jan 6 case should be coming up soon I would think. I blame Gohmert for that too. And Nichols of course.
My birthday is coming up soon. All the beautiful colors and mosaic tile image on my Sources and Methods introductory page. My Ascendent. I would like the beauty of my Ascendent back for this particular birthday.
Yes, they received my request for civil action. I did it right in-spite of "this time before once, once upon a time before we ever knew of shame". (Song of Un)
I figured out how to get the information to congressional appellate and stay alive. I did it. I remembered my Sources and Methods of heuristic methodologies in-spite all the trauma. I had even written a "trauma statement" immediately, as quickly as you can, as Comey had reminded the public to do later that next year.
I sat on the floor in the trauma torment center in Arkansas. In the hallway, and I wrote my trauma statement to preserve the memory of the abuse suffered the night before, in the ER in Louisiana. "This is how we do it in the military!" One of the two nurses that were on top of me screeched when she jabbed in the needle/s. (Yes two needles. Two nurses. Two needle stabbings in each thigh.)
That was in my trauma statement that Comey had reminded us of. I gave it to the on duty administrative nurse to preserve for my file. Later when that complete file was needed. Everything was there except for the trauma statement. She had smiled and said it will be in your file. (The visual of betrayal. The smile. I believed her. I believed she would put it in the file. She never said she would not take it out. Paranoia obfuscating memory.)
I once was Quill and Scroll. Couple of awards and so forth. Yes, of course, I am reteaching myself how to write as I once could. Of course Sources and Methods was designed for that purpose. (For all the people who live their lives to harass other people out there who have disingenuously asked.) To feel the dance of my fingers again along the piano of my keyboard.
Sources and Methods. Really I am sorry for the ones out there and in here that still don't get it. Classified documents are vital to national security. We are the sources and methods.
Flynn makes sources and methods of disinformation, desecrating military intelligence just because his merit told him he could. The Federal Bureau of Investigation Intelligence, not so much. We told you counterintuitive would not work. Would be unethical.
Thank you for the handful that showed me authentic empathy along the way. As Jesus said, the least of the these. Pay attention to the handful of the least of these. You never know who will show up. Discernment. One of the most important of gifts from Great Spirit. Least Jesus said, and millstones. Pay attention to those that will end up with millstones around their necks.
That's me. Isn't she beautiful. The colors of my Ascendent. The Descendent, beautiful in a different way. A longing. Jupiter huge. Way out there, so close, filling the entire screen almost. Just out there alone in his house. Just waiting for beads and Mardi Gras. Waiting out there, so close, getting a bit pudgy, there in his house of Fat Tuesday. Not eating his children.
Waiting for the desecration of Carnival to be over. Waiting for the desecration of Joy, another gift of the Holy Spirit, to be over. Resentment to be over. Spite to be over. Waiting for no more blasphemy of Joy. Waiting for Babel to stop.
Longing, not so much for babble to stop completely, but just longing for us to look up, and see his beads and colors coming our way he has gifted. Longing for charism. To see the beads and colors coming our way that he has longed to gift us, before they smack us in the face. Those things hurt when that happens.
Excerpt from Song of Un.
10 With Faith I dallied in the desert, oversleeping my forty days, overdoing my forty night.
11 With Hope I tempted the caul.
12 And if not for Grace and her beloved charity, surely I would know nothing of the charis of mine.
I really don't recommend that much at all that is asking for money. Give Us This Day. Yes, I have really enjoyed. Every once and a while I will get an email from them, which I like as well. As the subscription comes monthly, and sits on my nightstand, or coffee table, or near the wingback. This way I do not really need to read anything from them in email. But today, the little blurb in email is quite fortuitous. Yes, Toussaint, there he is. All Souls.
"The souls of the righteous are in the hand of God, and no torment shall touch them. In the time of their judgment they shall shine and dart about as sparks through stubble. Wisdom 3:1, 7"
Please just please - the third line of the prescience for Godsake ! - do not take a hammer and bash a skull. Watch over our second line of presidency dearly. I will leave the typo.
Yes, it is true. We are the precipice. What has been methodically taken from us since 2010 is returning. Yes. We are the precipice.
Nice. Listening now. Perhaps people thought I was not serious about: "I am a conscientious objector to wanking and trolling. My ancestors quarried and carved limestone block for a seminary in Florissant, Missouri. I would like to have the property back. I think it would be a nice idea."
I do think it would be a nice ideal to have the property back. Really. There is property in Vienna Missouri and Westphalia and Brinktown too. A tiny pocket around the Arch area in St. Louis.
People need community to understand better the full nature of false profits and false prophecy. Even understand as to why Susanna and the Elders was removed from the canon.
So glad for this conversation:
https://twitter.com/A9Collective/status/1586927328990728192
@A9Collective
Listen to our recent discussion on Mark Driscoll, Kari Lake, and the continued attacks of christofascism.
Oh, forgot to say that the odds are high that the birth of my generational grandfather was at Cahokia. I think it used to be called Illinois, Missouri, at one time. I really like the old Acadian style of architecture. I think we would have called it bousillage since we had the Spanish moss, and wattle and daub.
One least thought before sleep hopefully we can all get back to? Really, really why was McCabe fired? That case was huge and would have continued.
https://www.justice.gov/opa/pr/national-health-care-fraud-takedown-results-charges-against-over-412-individuals-responsible
I called central SSA office. She hung up un me. They had even sent me a letter to call their office if I needed. I did. I swear to god her tone changed when I said I would not have even applied for SSA in 2015 if I had gotten competent medical care in Texas.
I called Appellate that went well. Yes, they received my Request For Civil Action.
I broke up with the abusive provider who never offered me Trauma-Centered Care after being trafficked to them from Arkansas. Trauma Informed Care.
They put someone with cPTSD and hypercusis and tinnitus and misophonia into the Resilience program. I think Texas funnels more money from that program. At one point I looked it up.
Two Federal program funds. Resilience Program and Trauma Informed. The abuse I have received from Louie Gohmert and anything to do with his district is beyond repair.
Jim Stewartson has some of the documentation I sent to, "Yes, I would like to Request a Civil Action".
Do you "Suspect Social Security Fraud?"
Yes, I suspect fraud that affects the public interest. In my case I also suspect gross negligence, conspiratorial malpractice and grievous jurisdictional concerns.
Good, yes, they received it from August 2019. Good sigh.
The Ryan Nichols Jan 6 case should be coming up soon I would think. I blame Gohmert for that too. And Nichols of course.
My birthday is coming up soon. All the beautiful colors and mosaic tile image on my Sources and Methods introductory page. My Ascendent. I would like the beauty of my Ascendent back for this particular birthday.
Yes, they received my request for civil action. I did it right in-spite of "this time before once, once upon a time before we ever knew of shame". (Song of Un)
I figured out how to get the information to congressional appellate and stay alive. I did it. I remembered my Sources and Methods of heuristic methodologies in-spite all the trauma. I had even written a "trauma statement" immediately, as quickly as you can, as Comey had reminded the public to do later that next year.
I sat on the floor in the trauma torment center in Arkansas. In the hallway, and I wrote my trauma statement to preserve the memory of the abuse suffered the night before, in the ER in Louisiana. "This is how we do it in the military!" One of the two nurses that were on top of me screeched when she jabbed in the needle/s. (Yes two needles. Two nurses. Two needle stabbings in each thigh.)
That was in my trauma statement that Comey had reminded us of. I gave it to the on duty administrative nurse to preserve for my file. Later when that complete file was needed. Everything was there except for the trauma statement. She had smiled and said it will be in your file. (The visual of betrayal. The smile. I believed her. I believed she would put it in the file. She never said she would not take it out. Paranoia obfuscating memory.)
I once was Quill and Scroll. Couple of awards and so forth. Yes, of course, I am reteaching myself how to write as I once could. Of course Sources and Methods was designed for that purpose. (For all the people who live their lives to harass other people out there who have disingenuously asked.) To feel the dance of my fingers again along the piano of my keyboard.
Sources and Methods. Really I am sorry for the ones out there and in here that still don't get it. Classified documents are vital to national security. We are the sources and methods.
Flynn makes sources and methods of disinformation, desecrating military intelligence just because his merit told him he could. The Federal Bureau of Investigation Intelligence, not so much. We told you counterintuitive would not work. Would be unethical.
Thank you for the handful that showed me authentic empathy along the way. As Jesus said, the least of the these. Pay attention to the handful of the least of these. You never know who will show up. Discernment. One of the most important of gifts from Great Spirit. Least Jesus said, and millstones. Pay attention to those that will end up with millstones around their necks.
https://lanitajones.substack.com/about
That's me. Isn't she beautiful. The colors of my Ascendent. The Descendent, beautiful in a different way. A longing. Jupiter huge. Way out there, so close, filling the entire screen almost. Just out there alone in his house. Just waiting for beads and Mardi Gras. Waiting out there, so close, getting a bit pudgy, there in his house of Fat Tuesday. Not eating his children.
Waiting for the desecration of Carnival to be over. Waiting for the desecration of Joy, another gift of the Holy Spirit, to be over. Resentment to be over. Spite to be over. Waiting for no more blasphemy of Joy. Waiting for Babel to stop.
Longing, not so much for babble to stop completely, but just longing for us to look up, and see his beads and colors coming our way he has gifted. Longing for charism. To see the beads and colors coming our way that he has longed to gift us, before they smack us in the face. Those things hurt when that happens.
Excerpt from Song of Un.
10 With Faith I dallied in the desert, oversleeping my forty days, overdoing my forty night.
11 With Hope I tempted the caul.
12 And if not for Grace and her beloved charity, surely I would know nothing of the charis of mine.
The Mission 1:10-12
I love Anne Nelson. I am so glad we did Red Orchestra: The Story of the Berlin Underground and the Circle of Friends Who Resisted Hitler
If you stop by I am getting sleepy now. So many would like for me to remember how to write longform. Even a short story. I type to myself a lot.
I really don't recommend that much at all that is asking for money. Give Us This Day. Yes, I have really enjoyed. Every once and a while I will get an email from them, which I like as well. As the subscription comes monthly, and sits on my nightstand, or coffee table, or near the wingback. This way I do not really need to read anything from them in email. But today, the little blurb in email is quite fortuitous. Yes, Toussaint, there he is. All Souls.
"The souls of the righteous are in the hand of God, and no torment shall touch them. In the time of their judgment they shall shine and dart about as sparks through stubble. Wisdom 3:1, 7"
Please just please - the third line of the prescience for Godsake ! - do not take a hammer and bash a skull. Watch over our second line of presidency dearly. I will leave the typo.